Today has probably been one of the worst days of my life, i wish i could smile but i can't. My dads been taken into hospital and I know it happens all the time all over the world but it still hurts and im scared for him. I can't help thinking I should have told him I love him this morning or not moaned at him as much or even just rang him more often to see how hes doing. I hope he knows how i love him and even though he is quite ill, i know somehow he will be ok x